Get Sober, Again.

When Aaron was in treatment, I sent him this song. He loved it and told me many times that it's what got him through the night sometimes. I wish, for Aaron, that he could get back to this place in his sobriety. I miss the Aaron who put God first. The Aaron who missed his kids. The Aaron who would do anything to stay sober. The Aaron who took sobriety seriously, and knew what he could/couldn't do. The Aaron who stopped manipulating every situation. I just miss Aaron and the way that he had been for the past two years. It scares me to think he's falling away again.